It is hard for me to believe I am here writing this letter, and it hurts more than i ever thought it would. I have always been the type of person, who tries to give more than she takes, and tries very hard to help where I can. I live by the motto, Id rather be searching for rainbows, than watching for storm clouds. On line i have met so many wonderful people, or rainbows, who have laughed with me, cried with me, supported me when I was down, and i have loved you all. You made my days a little brighter, and nights on line filled with joy. Thank you for the love and gifts you have given me, they are to numerous to list, and each is more precious than the last. To me you were so much more than funny faces and strange names, you were friends who i loved and still do love. But there are those who will not rest until they have destroyed all that i cherish and care so deeply for. My friends should not be placed in a position of defending me, and the players I have grown to care so much for and the site i have helped to build, should not have to subjected to the abuse and ramplings of these people. So, to end this once and for all, I am leaving wildcards and cases. Prehaps if i am gone these people will lose interest in the site, and let wildcards become the site she was destined to be. A place where players can laugh and care for each other, and enjoy the game. To my fellow ops and players.........May God bless you with love, laughter and happiness. Good luck to you. You shall all be missed more that you will ever know.