Posted by SKorch99 (Ranked 182 on LinksLS 2003 Pro (Zone) Ladder) on September 17, 2004 at 11:10:26:
I remember wheb this Forum was not updated monthly, weekly, or even daily...but minute by minute.
Now?
I can't think of anything I want to say,
No sappy depressing stupid poems today.
I feel this ladder thing has run its course.
We’ve beaten it madly like a dead horse.
I could continue and write another sonnet,
On how much I used to enjoy this ladder; just being on it.
But what's the point?
How far does whining in this stupid format get me?
I could go for one of those "Thinking about life" midnight drives;
But those merely get me back home with less gas than I started out with,
Before I went on that pointless uneventful ride.
I could go outside for a little while;
But it seems often now that when I go outside,
I just want to turn around and come back in.
I don't understand what's going on.
I don't want to write witty replies anymore,
I don't want to go on my relaxing drives anymore,
I don't want to tee one up anymore.
I don't get it, cause if I'm not doing any of those,
What am I going to do?
Those things were a part of me since I can’t remember when.
Maybe this obsession has run its course;
Maybe it’s time ride another horse,
Exactly what that will be, I just don't know,
I guess I'll just read "Dragon Lance" for a couple hours,
Go to sleep and worry about it tomorrow.
SK99,
Who's to blame?
None of us and All of us!