In Reply to: HYPE!!!!!!!!!! posted by Bootsnbra on August 29, 2000 at 19:26:47:
YOU CRACK ME UP GIRL,
TO SUM IT UP IN A NUT SHELL, AFTER LONG THOUGHT AND SHREDDING THROUGH SO MANY LIES I HAVE HEARD AND HAD TO DECIPHER, MY CONCLUSION IS AS FOLLOWS:
THEY ARE SOME WONDERFUL, INCREDIBLE PEOPLE THAT PARTICIPATED IN WON ALL OF WHICH I LIKE THEN THERE ARE THOSE FEW EXCEPTIONS THAT ARE SO DECEPTIVE THEY WILL NEVER BE HAPPY. I WILL STILL COME IN AND PLAY, I JUST WONT OPEN UP TO ANYONE.
TO BE CALLED A PHSYCHO AND ETC. BECAUSE I FIND OUT OTHERS LIES AND DECEPTIONS ONLY SPEAKS OF WHAT THEY ARE NOT WILLING TO HANDLE WITHIN THEMSELVES. THEIR CONTINUAL FEAR OF BEING FOUND OUT. I AM ABSOLUTELY AMAZED AT HOW UNEDUACATED SOME PEOPLE ARE AND THE CHILDISH ACTS OF WHICH THEY HIDE BY IN LIFE. IT SO MUCH EASIER TO PUT BLAME ON OTHERS THAN TO DEAL WITH ONE'S LIFE AND TAKES RESPONSIBILTY FOR YOUR DECEPTIVE ACTS. NOW, AFTER LETTING GO OF ALL. I CAN HONESTLY LAUGH AT MUCH OF THIS. WHAT HAS BEEN DONE ONLINE HAS NO EFFECT. WHAT HAS BEEN DONE IN REAL LIFE DOES. I AM A CONFIRMED BELEIVER TO NOT MIX THE 2. MAYBE IT'S JUST THE RESOLUTION OF A BAD EXPERIENCE, WHO KNOWS. BUT KARMA COMES BACK TEN FOLD. THAT I DO BELEIVE. SO ALL CAN KEEP UP WITH THEIR GAME, THEIR DECEPTIONS, AND THEIR IGNORANCE.
IN THE END IT WILL NOT BE I THAT IS HURTING.
BOOTS YOU AND I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT. WHEN I FIRST CAME ON WON YOU WERE ONE OF MY BEST BUD'S. MY VERY LIFE WAS A HUGE TOPIC OF CONVERSATION BETWEEN U AND I. ALL MY ESCAPADES AND WILD ANTICS WE WOULD LAUGH AT FOR HOURS. I FOUND IT SO MUCH EASIER TO LAUGH AT MYSELF WITH YOU. I NEVER HAD ANY QUALMS TELLING YOU WHAT WAS GOING ON, NO MATTER, HOW EXTREME MY LIFE WAS GOING AT THE TIME. AND U AND I BOTH KNOW, I AM NOT ONE TO WATCH LIFE BUT LIVE IT AND EXPERIENCE IT TO IT'S FULLEST.
NO HOLD BARRED.
WE HAVE FOUGHT AND MADE UP AND THAT'S WHAT FRIEND'S DO. A TRUE FRIEND WILL WORK THINGS OUT AND LIFE WILL GO ON A MATURED LEVEL, A GROWTH PROCESS. I HAVE LOVED AN LOATHED YOU. AS CLOSE AS WE WERE FRIENDS..... WE WERE ENEMIES. HOW SPECIAL THAT IS.
ONE THING I CAN SAY ABOUT YOU, YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND TO MY FACE AND COVET WHAT I HOLD CLOSE AS SOME HAVE DONE ON HERE. YET, YOUR ALWAYS THE BAD CHICK TO SOME. TO ME THAT SAYS ALOT MORE ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO SPEAK ILL OF YOU. AND WHAT THEY TRY SO HARD TO HIDE.
WELL, MY GIRLFRIEND, AS I HAVE SAID MANY TIMES BEFORE IN ONE OF OUR MANY LONG LAUGH SESSIOINS.
ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST ! ! ! !
U AND I BOTH KNOW IT WILL NOT BE THE LAST TIME I WILL SAY IT, AS I HAVE SAID MANY TIMES BEFORE.
SOMEWHERE, AND I KNOW, EXACTLY WHERE, I WAS SUCKED IN TO TOO MUCH CRAP THAT U AND I BOTH KNOW MONTHS AGO I WOULD HAVE SAID WHO CARES.
I DONT ! DON'T BUG ME WITH THIS TRIVIAL BS
AND GET A LIFE !
WELL, I AM BACK!
AND TO THE NEXT PERSON WHO CALLS ME PHSYCHO... HERE IS A SPECIAL MESSAGE JUST FOR YOU.
TAKE A GOOD LONG LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND YOUR LIFE BEFORE U DECIDED TO JUDGE ANOTHER AND SEE HOW PHSYCHO U YOURSELF ARE.
I KNOW I CAN LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND MORE IMPORTANTLY LOOK AT MY LIFE AND KNOW THIS... I AM AN EXTREMIST IN MANY WAYS BUT PSHYCHO.... I AM NOT. THE LOVED ONES OF MY LIFE, HOLD ME DEAR AND THEY KNOW ME INSIDE OUT. CAN THEY SAY THE SAME OF YOU? LIFE IS NOT ABOUT BEING PERFECT IT'S AN IMPOSSIBLITY. YOU LIVE , YOU LEARN, YOU MAKE MISTAKE, U TRY TO AMEND AND YOU GO ON. WHEN YOU CONTINUAL MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES IN LIFE. YOU ARE GOING NO WHERE.
SO, MY FRIEND, BOOTS, THANKS FOR YOUR CONCERN. I KNOW WHEN YOU SAY IT..... YOU MEAN IT. ALL WILL BE AS IT SHOULD BE AS IT ALWAYS IS IN LIFE. GOD TAKES CARE OF US ALL.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.......ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST !
HYPE